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On Tuesday, i ended up with the stomach flu or something like it. all morning i hadn't really been feeling good and my stomach was really hurting. after my class and working out, i came home and made myself some lunch. after that i decided to try laying down and see if that helped at all. i woke up 2 hours later and it wasn't much better. so i called into work and boy am i glad i did. around 6 o'clock, i puked and my stomach felt a little better. but then it started to like cramp up again and around 8 i puked again. so my mom took me to the doctor and i had to get bloodwork done the next day. turns out my white blood cells were a little high but everything else looked ok. i'm supposed to get more bloodwork done next week. and then i got a call on thursday and the doctor wants to see me again but i guess it's not urgent. i wonder what it could be about. i'm at little scared but i guess i'll find out on Tuesday when i go. i hope everything is ok with me. By the way, that picture was taken Tuesday night when i was laying in the bathroom trying not to be sick.

Tomorrow is my dad's birthday. i miss him so much and i really wish he was here. He's supposed to be 49 tomorrow. i miss talking to him and hearing his voice and getting into stupid fights with him, like about my car. although i'm curious as to what he would think of my new car. i bet he'd still want to drive it all the time. it's already been a year since he's gone but i still can't believe it. sometimes i feel like it was just yesterday that he was here. i think about him everyday and even though i haven't been to his grave since Christmas day, i know that he understands how hard it is for me to go and how much I love him and miss him. i'll go again when i'm ready.

well i should go to bed. i work 9:45-4:15 tomorrow and then i'm off to the exhibition with my brother's gf Chelsey. we are going to see Terri Clark and of course to eat all the delicious food!! :) i can't wait.