crappy day

well last night i could not get to sleep. i kept tossing and turning all night which wasn't good cause i had to get up early this morning and i also had a midterm in my first class at 9:30. i can't believe how easy the test was. i could have just studied all my notes from the lectures and i would have easily done better than i did. i did know some of the answers though, so that's good. and i can hopefully make up for it on the take home essay that is due next week. i also got my test back in my psych 220 class and i got 56% which is crappy. it was a pretty hard test though. at least there is a 2nd midterm to make up for, which i need to do really well on so i can get a good mark in this class. and right now i am at home, missing my last class of the day cause i'm tired and sick and didn't feel like being there today. i already called in sick to work last night. i was only a cashier today so no big deal. i didn't really want to keep sneezing all over everyone's stuff so it's probably best that i don't go in. and i have tomorrow off which is good cause i have to work on that take home essay all weekend. i wish i had time and could afford to go on a trip somewhere warm and relaxing, like mom who is going to Cuba 2 weeks from today for 9 days. she is so lucky. but she also needs to get away. it's been pretty hard for her losing my dad. they were married for 25 years this past may and even though they fought a lot, i know that they really loved each other. my dad did so much for my mom. and now having to take care of me and my brother, even though we are 22 and 20, we both still live at home. but we do try and help out as much as we can. so i know i won't be moving out anytime soon cause i don't want to leave my mom alone. i'd only move out if i was getting married but i don't even have a boyfriend so i don't see that happening anytime soon. but anyways that's all for now. please no negative comments from anyone. if you don't like what you read, then don't read it and mind your own business.