must be getting stressed out
well i think i must be getting stressed out because yesterday i woke up with a really bad cold sore, it pretty much went across my top lip. it's not as bad today but i look like i got punched in the face cause my lip is pretty swollen. so yesterday i thought i looked like a hideous freak. oh well its not like i have any guys that i'm trying to impress. all the guys i know only like me as a friend. *sigh* maybe one day i'll be lucky enough to find someone. seems like everyone has luck but me. oh well.
as for school well i'm getting kind of behind on reading. last weekend i never did any homework at all. so tonight i'm not going out after work, instead i'm going to read and catch up. and same with tomorrow. i work till 2 and then it's going to be homework for the rest of the day. i can't let myself get behind or i am not going to do well this semester. and i need to do well to get my average raised a little higher.
my mom leaves for cuba in about a month. she's so lucky. she'll be gone for 11 days and she's going with my aunt and uncle(that's her sister). i will really miss her and it will be weird only being my brother and i for that long.but she deserves this trip. she needs to get away and just relax. i would love to go too but there is no way i can take off that much school. then i'd really be behind. but maybe me and my mom can go to the spa one weekend after she comes back and then i can have a relaxing night. so yah i'm happy for her that she is able to get away for awhile.
other than that, nothing else is really going on with me. i'm just working and going to school. i'm probably the most boring person there is right now. but i just have no desire to really go out very much, plus i don't usually have people asking me to hang out. one guy that i hung out with last weekend doesn't seem to really care whether we hang out or not. he was going to look at my car but cancelled because he was going to look at a house to live in which is fine. but i can't see him ever just asking me to hang out. everytime i ask him he seems to have some kind of excuse. so who knows. and if i bring it up about whether i think he is interested in being my friend or not, he gets mad at says, "do you want me drop everything else just for you?" like geez, i don't want that but it would be nice if he could act like he wanted to be my friend. but whatever, if that's how he's going to be, then why should i go out of my way to be his friend?
that's all from me. more later
Aaron
posted by Aaron @ 2:11 p.m.
3 Comments:
i understand wanting to hang out with your friend but don't you want him to be able to find a place to live that doesn't seem like you are being very understanding
first of all, who are you? and second of all, i do want him to be able to find a good place to live. i wasn't really mad that he cancelled that night to go and look for a place since i know it is probably hard for him to get a chance to look. it's the fact that he just doesn't seem to be interested in being my friend. he has never asked me to hang out, i seem to always ask him but he usually says no.
i feel like i'm falling behind on homework too = | i just finished.. sorta finished one of my paintings (it's almost 3am) and i still have one more to get done by monday = | work, stress, school, stress, breathing, stress = P j/k on the breathing part.
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