quick little update

last week i met a new guy. yes off the internet which seems to be the only place i can meet people. a lot of people seem to think it's a bad thing to meet people off there but i don't think so. sure i've met some weird people that i don't talk to anymore but at the same time i've met people that i'm still friends with. so it has its ups and downs.

anyways about this guy. well he is a bit older than me, he's 28 turning 29 in november. his name is chad and he also goes to the university. last tuesday i picked him up and he gave me a kiss on the cheek when he got in my car, which i thought was sweet. and then we went to Tim Horton's for coffee. after that we went back to his place and cuddle on the couch and watched some tv and then we cuddled in his bed and made out a bit :) i hung out with him again on thursday and we watched The family guy movie: the stewie griffen untold story. so hilarious. and then we cuddled and made out some more on his bed. and on friday we had lunch together at school. i do like him and i think he likes me but i'm not exactly sure what is going on between us. he thinks that dating is like a rat race and he doesn't really like dating so i don't know if that means he doesn't want to date me then. but i really want to try not to worry about it cause then nothing will work out. cause that seems to be how everything goes for me. so i guess i'll just keep hanging out with him and see how things go.

as for jordan well i haven't talked to him in like a week. i'm really starting to think he doesn't want to be friends with me anymore. i mean if he did,he would call once and awhile just to say hi or be online or write me an email. but he doesn't do any of that. and he freaked out on me when i posted on his journal, asking whether he still wanted to look at my car or not and if he didn't just to tell me so i could ask someone else. apparently he didn't like me posting on his journal. so i wrote him an email, asking if he did still want to be friends with me but he never replied back so who knows what that means. why do i have to make all the effort here? if he really wanted to be my friend, he would show some kind of effort.

my mom leaves for cuba soon. i'm so excited for her. it's going to be good for her to get away for a bit. it will be different with just me and kyle being home by ourselves for 11 days. i dont think that has ever happened. anytime my parents ever went on a trip we usually went with them. or else 1 parent was home. but i have lived on my own before so i do know how to handle it lol plus i'll be busy with school work and stuff.

well it's getting late i should get to bed. more later.